Thursday, April 24, 2014

Everybody's MOM......Hannah's Prayer


So many times we as women take on the position “Every (bodies) Mom”  Collecting bodies (children) as we grow, I guess I am no different. J   In my devotion reading today I was reading a testimony on how a young ladies whole outlook on her Christianity changes just because of a prayer challenge.  God is funny…these last few months I put myself on a prayer challenge writing down every time the praying spirit comes over me.  It has truly been an aww opening experience.  Nothing Earth shattering has happened other than God has opened my eyes to see things that have been evident to me all along but for whatever reason I couldn’t see.

Like this young lady, I don’t remember this Prayer in the bible. Note: a bible scholar I do not claim to be, but I usually remember my bible stories pretty well.  Yet when I read it I remember when I had my first born.  My prayer while I was pregnant and when I had him was this: “ Lord please bless my son, give him all of his limbs, his bodily functions, make him normal, heal him Lord (because they knew he was sick) give me my son, please Jesus.”  It was a pretty simple prayer, but my heart was broken and contrite and I meant every word.  I was only a scared little girl myself…yes I was 25 but now I know I was just a baby myself!!!!

When he came out of his surgery to correct his kidney’s and Dr. Baraza gave us his prognosis “A normal little man that would grow up to be as tall and big as me” is what he said!!! (The Doctor was over 6’3) I simply cried all the way home holding my precious preemie and said “Lord, thank you for answering my prayer it is what I have been praying for nine months (he was two months at that time) and you bless me with prayers I give this child back to you and I will raise him to love you and honor you and he will serve you Lord.”  I was simply a baby myself I had no idea what I was praying and I was definitely not in God’s word the way I should be, but from that day on I prayed that over each Child I had.

The moral of the story is this…..Trust God ladies with every fiber of your being, but don’t forget to cover our babies.  Now that my babies are growing up God has blessed me with so many adopted babies through various means, college, church, nonprofit programs, and friends.  They don’t think they are adopted but they are mines.  I pray for them every day, I ask God to cover them, protect them, shield them from all hurt and danger and make them normal.  When I go into a youth class I pray Lord let me teach them to serve you for the rest of their days. 

Now granted because of my stance on children I must pick up a new baby every day, foot I only sent two off to College but it feel as if I have at least 10 boys in college, and six girls and I pray that none of them read this post because if I forget one I won’t hear the end of this, LOL!  God knows I love the children and if my little pieces in their lives help them live for Christ all of their days than to God be the GLORY!!!! Because I love being Everybody's MOM!!!! :)
Hannah’s Prayer… I Samuel 1:27-28 “I prayed for this child and the Lord has granted me what I asked of Him. So now I give him to the Lord.  For his whole life he will be given over to the Lord

Somebody just loves them some me!!!

Somebody Just Loves them some ME!!!!  WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT???


Long time people, but each day has been one of contemplation and meditation.  As I am reviewing the spoils of my life, the test that have turned into Testimonies, I am forced to ask the Question: Lord why am I still here….

Looking back I see so many times God should have, could have, foot I know many that would have and did just turn their backs on me!!!!   But God…. My friend, my lover, my confidant, my counselor and my savior love me in spite of me!!!

When I look over my life I wonder why he loved me so much to honor me with a husband that loves me.  To bless my womb with children that adore him, and still keep me in-spite of the things that I think, do and say!!!

As I look at how wonderful my life is.  My babies Aleisha and Alex are excelling in College, they are making waves and connections that only God could have given them.  I look at Aaliyah who has truly been faithful in what she does and how despite what society may want to say about home schooling is constantly being showed God's mercy and favor.  I look at my Arri..as outspoken as she is, she is the most gentle and loving grandchild toward my dad.  Constantly every day going in to feed him, care for him, play games with him and the other residents.  I think of my Husband who juggles life challenges as if they are water on a ducks back, and still has time to be with his family and always loving on me.  I look at my siblings all are of sound mind, not in jail, married and I believe happy.  I look at my mom and all that she has been through doors just opening for her....so yeah I ask God why do you love me the way you do?

Why Do you Love me so Lord????

This is a question that I think we all should sit back and think about… Sit back and take inventory of your life (FOR REAL) not what you want, or don't have but look at what could have been, what should have been, and what isn't.  Look at how many times he has dug you out of the ditch of life you didn't see.
The song said I should have been dead sleeping in my grave….Lord you know you been so Good!!!

The old hymn says One Day at a time Sweet Jesus!!!!

Precious Lord take my hand lead me on and let me stand…I get weak I am tired I am worn…..

As I ponder this question I realize God just loves him some ME!!!!!!!!  I am the child of the Most high KING and when I am weary he sends his court to carry me a little while longer…..

You may be one of the people in his court today sent by just to tell me to carry on, or the smiling face in the car next too me.  He could have come when my husband just sneaks a sweet kiss under my ear, or through a song on a radio, whom ever he sends it is why I am still here… To tell you

Lord Keep you Day by Day in the pure and narrow way…. To testify to somebody that God is so good.  He is so wise and so loving. Yet the most prolific statement I hear in my spirit is:  I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.Psalms 37:35.
But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Phil 4:19  Because I am standing on the promise of Christ my King...Through eternal Ages let His praise Ring!!!!  Y'all God loves him some me...I don't know about no body else but I am bless, bless better than blessed!!!!!!  So I love the Lord!!!