Long time people, but each day has been one of contemplation and meditation. As I am reviewing the spoils of my life, the test that have turned into Testimonies, I am forced to ask the Question: Lord why am I still here….
Looking back I see so many times God should have, could
have, foot I know many that would have and did just turn their backs on
me!!!! But God…. My friend, my lover,
my confidant, my counselor and my savior love me in spite of me!!!
When I look over my life I wonder why he loved me so much to
honor me with a husband that loves me.
To bless my womb with children that adore him, and still keep me
in-spite of the things that I think, do and say!!!
As I look at how wonderful my life is. My babies Aleisha and Alex are excelling in College, they are making waves and connections that only God could have given them. I look at Aaliyah who has truly been faithful in what she does and how despite what society may want to say about home schooling is constantly being showed God's mercy and favor. I look at my Arri..as outspoken as she is, she is the most gentle and loving grandchild toward my dad. Constantly every day going in to feed him, care for him, play games with him and the other residents. I think of my Husband who juggles life challenges as if they are water on a ducks back, and still has time to be with his family and always loving on me. I look at my siblings all are of sound mind, not in jail, married and I believe happy. I look at my mom and all that she has been through doors just opening for her....so yeah I ask God why do you love me the way you do?
As I look at how wonderful my life is. My babies Aleisha and Alex are excelling in College, they are making waves and connections that only God could have given them. I look at Aaliyah who has truly been faithful in what she does and how despite what society may want to say about home schooling is constantly being showed God's mercy and favor. I look at my Arri..as outspoken as she is, she is the most gentle and loving grandchild toward my dad. Constantly every day going in to feed him, care for him, play games with him and the other residents. I think of my Husband who juggles life challenges as if they are water on a ducks back, and still has time to be with his family and always loving on me. I look at my siblings all are of sound mind, not in jail, married and I believe happy. I look at my mom and all that she has been through doors just opening for her....so yeah I ask God why do you love me the way you do?
Why Do you Love me so Lord????
This is a question that I think we all should sit back and
think about… Sit back and take inventory of your life (FOR REAL) not what you want, or don't have but look at what could have been, what should have been, and what isn't. Look at how many times he has dug you out of the ditch of life you didn't see.
The song said I should have been dead sleeping in my
grave….Lord you know you been so Good!!!
The old hymn says One Day at a time Sweet Jesus!!!!
Precious Lord take my hand lead me on and let me stand…I get
weak I am tired I am worn…..
As I ponder this question I realize God just loves him some
ME!!!!!!!! I am the child of the Most
high KING and when I am weary he sends his court to carry me a little while
longer…..
You may be one of the people in his court today sent by just
to tell me to carry on, or the smiling face in the car next too me. He could have come when my
husband just sneaks a sweet kiss under my ear, or through a song on a
radio, whom ever he sends it is why I am still here… To tell you
Lord Keep you Day by Day in the pure and narrow way…. To
testify to somebody that God is so good.
He is so wise and so loving. Yet the most prolific statement I hear in my spirit is:
But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Phil 4:19 Because I am standing on the promise of Christ my King...Through eternal Ages let His praise Ring!!!! Y'all God loves him some me...I don't know about no body else but I am bless, bless better than blessed!!!!!! So I love the Lord!!!
But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Phil 4:19 Because I am standing on the promise of Christ my King...Through eternal Ages let His praise Ring!!!! Y'all God loves him some me...I don't know about no body else but I am bless, bless better than blessed!!!!!! So I love the Lord!!!
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