I'll Cry..but I will still walk in faith

To day has been a Walking in Faith Moment....

A song writer said.... I wish I could tell you just what I want and you would give it to me just like that!!!!!

That is my testimony today!!!!

When God gave me this title for my blog I really didn't understand exactly what He was doing with it, but I see that my life has been a faith walk every step of the way.  My Dad never knew how to love me but I had faith that God did.  My brothers have no concept of who I really am but I have always had faith that God knew who I am.  My sister has always depended on me but the majority of my life the ones I thought I could depend on have one by one been taken away, but God!!  My husband as loving, supportive and protective as he is can not protect me from the hurts of life that hits the inner  soul of a women!! My Children fill me with Love, admoration and pride but the emptiness that comes with life only God can fill.  So no matter how beautiful your life may seem, it always throws some crazy blows at us and sometimes they are not blows; they are simple NO's from our heavenly father!!!!

The no's hurt worst than the maybe's.  I will never ever understand all of the hurts I have experience in my life, but I do understand that God has a plan for me and I understand that sometimes he simply says no!!!!

His no is complete, there is no turning back the clock or bringing back the years that are missed, but I pray daily that the void He has allowed to be place in my heart, the emptines and lonliness is soon filled with love and joy once again.  

So my testimony to you...my beloved is Walking in Faith is not an easy task. It is not something so easily acquired.  There is no floor plan or map...it is simply walking, trusting and believing that:
1.  God is God all by Himself
2.  My ways are not his wayIsaiah 55:8-9
3.  He has a plan for me that I will not always understandJeremiah 29:11
4.  His will is perfect(Romans 12:2
5.  His love is true and sacrificial Romans 5:8; 1 John 4:9-10
6.  Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God Romans 10:17
7.  You can not have faith in him if you don't believe in him, you can not believe in him, if you don't trust him and you can not trust him if you don't Love HIM!!!! John 14:15-30

So my friends listend to my Testimony...and know that I am going walk in faith everyday...no matter what, sooooooooooo

I'll cry till he tells me let it go let it be, because oh Lord your will is what's Best for me!!!!